I think, I write and I live

最近在網路上狂找英國資料
長時間看電腦的下場就是眼睛超澀
所有事情漸明朗後，緊接在後的是一連串的自立自強

Where is it, the right place for me?

Whoo~tired... I need a harbour to let me take a rest and refresh my energy.

昨晚在豪大雨中回到熟悉的台中
呼～這樣的天氣之下 要出門都要算準時機-把握時間-趕緊完成外出事項
在高雄這幾天都在跟老天爺搶時間，像是農民在下雨前搶收農作物一樣，看著天空的雲、風向，狂飆125到目的地

I have been here in Kaohsiung yesterday for preparing IELTs exam to get myself into this unfamiliar area and BED. However, it was put off due to typhoon-Sepat;moreover, the new date is still unknown...Oh~is it true that typhoon is coming? It is still in triquility at the moment. Alas! Sepat disturbs my plan for the time being also that in futur.

怎麼辦，日子越接近心情反而越來越緊張、越覺得自己的不足

暫時擺脫流浪教師的魔咒了

近期 因為準備考試荒廢掉尋找「免費英語教材」的任務

I-have considered myself as a lucky perpon who knows what to do,where the aims are and is positive to life. "The decision ofchoosing to study education programme is never a mistake but aturning point in life." That is what I always thought; therefore,every time when friends or colleagues complained about thedifficulties,pressure and depression they had during beinginterns/practice teachers(whatever they called), I took thoseemotion and works as a trial to assay my ability. 'Coz only theones who passed it will be strong to face the future. Now that exams about to be aformal teacher or not were over; however, a great stress isfollowed- expectation from parents. I dare not to tell them thatpreparing to go abroad is my prime choice now. Although it is alsoimportant to seize the chance to be a substitute teacher,especially the teacher called me the other day, that isnonessential for me. All I want at this moment is to get a highscore in ielts then to upgrade myself. Therefore, please put itinto an end and let me have a sound dream.

http://www.u-art.com.tw/

終於盼到Le Petit Prince來台灣了，從大二學法文開始就非常迷戀法國的音樂劇Nôtre Dame de Paris, Les Misérables...

打到暌違已久的羽球

從腳痛之後就顯少在運動，尤其是需要跑來跑去、爬坡

The nation mentioned here in the title is definitely not Taiwan or any other developed countries.  EVERYTHING is going to be more and more expensive and only the salary stays the same.  Boff...that's frustrating.  Once I saw one speaking question-Describe the gap of rich and poor in your country.  To tell the truth, the gap is huge and deep as Mariana Trench.  While the rich are comparing who have the most expensive car, brand, villa or enjoying a lunch box costs 5000NT...etc. , there are families which only have a few hundred dollars in the bank and do not know where is their next stop.  Some would say that that's the world and that's what they deserve.  The rich they earn the money themselves and the poor they should try to make a living.  Is that really that easy as mentioned above?  This morning, I watched a TV program about one royal high school in Taichung.  The principle said proudly," Our goal is to form the future's leader and we give them the best...."  As far as I know, the tuition of the school is at least NT100,000 or more for one semester.  The video shows that they have the beautiful buildings which look like castle from the outside; morover, there is 10 students in the class who are taught in whole English by a foreign teacher.  Now, I got the question " Kids in rich family are getting stronger and powerful since young age due to high class education, then how could it be possible that the gap between the rich and the poor  will be smaller?"  

While thinking the question, I saw this video on abcnews.go.com- The Happiest Nation on Earth

There are too many matters happened during these days. The resultof exam finally was announced and I did not make it. That is thesituation I wish for 'coz I no longer take teaching in theelementary school as my prime goal. It did not mean that I gave upteaching there, instead, I sensed the lack of knowledge according to myexperience. To stand in front of kids who rely onyou and trust whatever you said needs courage and confidence. Ihave the courage because I love the job; moreover, I love to beingwith them. However, I often question myself when the moon rise uponthe sky with tranquility. Was I dealing the problem in proper way?Did I really teach the kids what they desire to learn and theknowledge make sense to their lives? Those are reflections hide inmy mind. All and all, my parents was expecting that there would bean elementary school teacher in the family after this exam. Indeed,I let them down. But, I know where my destination is and am sailingthere steadily. Will I be a teacher? The answer is certainly, it isonly a matter of time.

Though I did not put my aim on this teacher qualificationexamination, there is still a great pressure around me. Recently, Ifocus on preparing IELTS and doing a huge amount of pretests andexercises to build myself up. However, the more I study, the less Iknow. It feels like the high peak of my English has gone away inhigh school life. It is suffering to prepare tests which may be theturning point of life. Therefore, the activity I do the most duringthis period is to stand on the roof to see the beautiful sceneryaround our house. The image of tranquility and attractive neverappear in mind to be the adjective to describe my neighborhood.However, I started to have the feeling that it is great to livehere surrounding by mountains and avenues. Like the old saying goes,"There's no place like home."

沒想到第一天使用Skype會有驚奇的發現
經過實驗證明
當

跟隨著家裡的基金達人到銀行，在無所事事的情況下隨手拿起雜誌閱讀卻意外地感受到心靈的平靜
雖說手上拿著台北行天宮所出版的「行天宮」雜誌心裡不安寧才怪
但撫平心裡不安的竟是王國維《人間詞話》中的求學三境界

學到新單字-to skyrocket（v.)猛漲/突然高升/煙火般往上衝 （n.)流星煙火

 

I have thought that how wonderful it could be if I were an onlychild at home. In that case, I could request and do things as Ilike. My parents would focus on me only; furthermore, I would notneed to worry about being a good model for my younger brother whichhas always been the trigger of countless quarrels.

Now, the dream came true because he is away home in Maoli forstudying. So, I became the 'only child' here in Taichung. However,I did not have the excitement I dreamt before. Instead, pressureand too much focus keep pressing me into depression. I wonder howmuch can I endure. Although the beginning is out of kindness andcare, I need some privacy or even rights to decide my future.

手機只不過是為了聯絡方便而誕生的產品
這幾天接到的電話量和未接來電的通數遠超過以往
不過一說出原因可就沒什麼令人欣喜的