I think, I write and I live

CANT BELIEVE ITS STILL SUNDAY
THE FINISH OF MIDTERM
AND EXTRA HOLIDAY ON FRIDAY
MAKE ME HAD THE FEELIN' OF SUMMER VACATION
THINK THAT THIS TIME I AM REALLY TIRED
TIRED OF PEOPLE
TIRED OF BOOKS
TIRED OF KNOWLEDGE
AND TIRED OF MY LIFE STYLE
HOW STUPID I AM TO SAY WORDS LIKE THAT
TIRED OF MY LIFE STYLE?
THE SOCITY WILL SAY
TO BE STUDENTS IS THE HAPPIEST THING IN THE WORLD
COZ YOU GOT TO WORRIED NOTHING
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO GET YOUR BOOKS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND STUDY
BUT HOW COULD I HAVE THE FEELING THAT
THIS IS THE HARDEST THING FOR ME?
I THINK I OVERTHOUGHT OF MYSELF
THOUGHT THAT I CAN LEARN AND DO MUCH MORE THAN I HAVE EVER THOUGHT
YES.
I WANT TO LEARN AND EAGER TO LEARN
BUT MY HEART KEEPS YELLIN' AT ME
IT'S YELLING THAT IT'S ENOUGH
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO PUSH YOUSELF SO HARD
YOU CAN LIKE WHAT OTHERS DO, JUST LET IT BE
I DONT KNOW
JUST CANT LET GO
CAN THIS BE CALLED A SENSE OF RESPOSIBILTY?
BUT WHO AM I RESPONSIBLE TO?