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WHEN I PEEK AT THE CALENDER, I SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT IT'S ALREADY SEPTEMBER.
TIME REALLY FLIES BY, ESPECIALLY TO THE LAZY PEOPLE LIKE ME.
THE LAST VACATION IN MY STUDENT LIFE IS GOING TO END UP ITSELF.
I PROMISED MYSELF THAT I MUST DO SOMETHING DURING THE VACATION WHEN IT BEGAN.
HOWEVER, I FAILED.
AFTER THIS YEAR, I AM GOING TO JOIN THE WORLD OF REAL LIFE, THE WORLD OF "TRUTH" AND "DANGER".
I AM AFRAID.
AFRAID OF WHAT? EVERYTHING I GUESS.
WHEN SOMEBODY SEEK ADVICE FROM ME, I CAN TELL THEM THOUSANDS OF WAYS TO FACE THEIR PROBLEMS.
BUT HOW COME THAT I FIND NOTHING WHEN I WANT TO HAVE AN ADVICE FROM MYSELF.